The Death-
my knees feel weak
a numb sensation brings me to the ground
he is dead
that can’t be right
he is a good kid
i am sorry darling, he is gone
no.
not now.
focus on the good darling
how can i?
he is gone.
no he isn’t.
death.
i could only hope he ended up somewhere
good
somewhere without the pain and hardships of live
but still has the love of the heart
somewhere he can look down on me
somewhere safe from the hate
somewhere he can see me
blank
it mocks me
tells me i am doing wrong
or that i am stuck
the pain will never go away
not really
but that doesn’t mean you have to live by it
doesn’t mean you need to plan your life around it
right?
death is pain
death is sad
death is impossible to avoid
but he is better now
away from suffering
away from me.
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Hello Readers!
I am so sorry I have not updated lately..
My bad.
I just wanted to give you all something,
so you know I am not dead in a ditch somewhere.
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Oh, Happy Hearts Day.
As always,
I will sit alone.
Most likely watching David Boreanaz without his shirt on.
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kristin
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